Throwing it out there.

and let me know what you think.

I often talk about things that are happening around me or have happened in the past. I dissect, ponder and reflect on all the little pieces that come together to make today. Well, how about tomorrow?

I know what I love, I know what I would want, but beknowst to me I am not exactly sure how to get there. I've been told by spiritual messengers that I will get all my hearts desires and truly get to live a wonderful life that I seek to live. Being me I want to make it happen now, but I also know that being patient in itself is part of the journey.

I want to be home.

I want to play all the time.

I want to be out in the world learning with people who are wanting to learn with me.

I love watching kids learn. Watching their little faces figuring things out, always wanting more. I was like that as a kid and I can see my love for it in others.

I want to paint, write, run, jump, climb, create, dance, sing, laugh, get dirty, build things, cook, bounce and make people smile. I'm good at a lot of these things, so why not get to do it all the time?

Will I be able to last the rest of the year in the concrete jungle? I want to, but I don't. There are things that be better if I do. I think that's what I'll plan for. 5 more months and then I take charge into letting the world change around me.

Curiously yours, Merry Ms Berry