If I have ever made anyone feel like I am better than them, I'm not. We are all equal across the board. Some people know more in one area than another, but in the end we are balance out to be the same. With that being said....I, too, sometimes go off the rational end of the edge of emotions. I love my husband, though he drives me to the brink.
I am a student in life just like we all are but I do not handle jealousy or insecurities in my relationship very well. The Berry's were out and about that amazing city of Chicago last weekend with husband's friends in from "po-dunk" to go the Cubs game and to paint the town red. I ran into an ex-bf that doesn't really see "eye to eye" with the husband, but I'm not going to go out of my way to be rude. I saw the ex's little sister & cousin who I absolutely adore, so of course I was going to take 5 minutes of my life to catch up with them. I believe that the whole encounter outside of drinking and dancing last maybe 10 minutes. Nothing crazy....right? Wrong!
On the way home and many many many tasty alcoholic beverages later, a heated conversation arose about the "ex situation" some 5 hours earlier. Of course, I'm the bad guy and I defend the ex, which I wasn't but I also cannot control anyone, nor do I try (how exhausting would that be.) But since I was not being listened to and getting verbally attacked, the lesser of my human nature got the best of me and the next thing I knew, a big slice of Giordano's stuffed pizza in a to-go box goes flying from my hand (Cub's pitcher style) and right into the side of husband's drunken, rambling, Butch face!
Yes! I AM HUMAN! I am not perfect, I lose it too. I have to take a step back and try to see my world from other's eyes. It is not easy. You are not crazy! Its very hard to see your life from my eyes. That is why I am here. And if you ever meet me in this kind of situation, please please please feel from to tell how not to jump on my husband like a rabid monkey trying to bite his ear off (hypothetically of course.)
Love you! MerryMsBerry
Its OK to be crazy! It's even OK to throw things! Just get rid of the evidence and don't leave marks lol...
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